Lacuna

Sorry for the long spaces in posting, but my computer caught a virus and ate all my internet files. Anything to do with email or the internet were *poof* gone. So it has taken me a bit to get computer access again, regain my files, or at least some of them, and then re-download things that I use. It's hard also because I am sharing the computer and the other person attempts to delete programs. I must see about breaking that habit. Really.

Not much new is going on with me, sad but true. I moved to a new apartment, a one bedroom, and am paying an astronomical sum, at least in my mind and wallet. And of course there was huge drama with the broker and all that, which is still on-going. I filed a complaint with the Better Business Bureau and they threatened legal action against me for the last $500 of their fee I refused to pay. Yeah, we shall see what happens, but either way I'm just fed up with all of it. My next move is going to be buying a place, which I am leery of only because that will most likely involve brokers yet again. It's always a lose-lose situation, isn't it?

I've been thinking it's time for a new job, but the eternal question haunts me, if not this then what? I know my strenghts - admin - but I also need a high paying job. Those two don't usually go together without seniority. I keep hoping things will get better, but they really just aren't. I'm so frustrated, every day, that it's just not feasible anymore. If anyone has any suggestions I would welcome them. Of course there's the animal route, but the pay is so low that with this new apartment I cannot do it. I would have to find someone to sublet and then move to the edges of the outer buroughs, or get several roommates or something.

Maybe it's time to learn how to run my own business. I do have an idea or two. I've just never been good at things like that.

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